Under HIS Wings6's Blog

Psalm 91:4 HE shall cover you with HIS pinions and under HIS wings you shall trust and find refuge…

Seeking…Asking

on January 26, 2012

As I sit here alone I am wondering about where life is taking us for this season.  What direction is God pointing us toward?  I had really believed by now we were to be in our new home where we could continue to do the work of UHW to a greater capacity.  And yet here we are truly making the best of what we have.  We are fixing up this home the best we can, as we can get help with the things we cannot do ourselves.  Being blessed by the opportunity to have a little funds available to replace a few much needed items and believing the Lord for what we cannot purchase.  Got a great deal on some kitchen cabinets today and got a corner cabinet free.  Can’t wait until the kitchen is finished.  Just “feels” like everything has stopped and we are not going anywhere, as far as the vision.  Lord my hope is still alive.  I will always believe.  Hope deferred makes the heart grow sick.  My kids are happy and healthy.  Wondering if its time to give it up and move on.  Does this mean I really didn’t believe?  Its going on 9 years since we founded Under His Wings.  There have been so many promises spoken and so many broken.  The kids and I have persisted as the widow who went before the unrighteous judge.  Daily we thank the Lord for a new home and property other things needed to fulfill the call.  On one hand we hear keep sowing and keep believing in faith and it will happen.  We hear we must not be in faith if it hasn’t come to pass.  Its been so many years.  On the other hand we hear God must not want you to have it.  I hear we cant just sit around and wait for God to do it, I need to do something.  And then someone else tells me God says, to “just rest and quit trying so hard. He’s going to do it.”   Just rest…   According to Your Word.   God is not a man that He would lie to His children, but what about man?  Faith works itself out through love.  I love my children.  We love those who you bring to us.  Its why we are asking.   Lord the children and I are seeking Your Wisdom, Your Counsel, Your Hand to move on our behalf.  We will continue to sow, to believe, to seek, to ask.  Under HIS Wings Community Center?  Waiting to hear from You,  Your Children.

Addendum:  Dear God,  IS the van blowing up a sign to quit or that you want us to persevere?

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